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It's amazing how I can get kicked out of a school tha tI have given so much of my time to and cared about mroe than most people that go to it. Of all people to get caught living outside the district... they had to catch the one person who dedicates everything to Seneca, its pupils, and its extracurricular activities. I have even started clubs at Seneca... There has to be some way for the County to understand how much I have done for this school... but they aren't... so it looks like monday is my last day at Seneca. woot.
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God I don't know what to do about Priya or Laura. Laura loses Paige and now she is gonna lose me too? damn son, that sucks. Btu I will still only be 20 minutes away... I'll come visit. And Priya... I am her only friend in America... I am the closest thing to family she has since her mother is almost dead and her father still lvies in India. Her Bungalow burned down last night so even if she gets sent back to India, she has no where to go. Things are so fucked.
And plus people make fun of her... I mean what the fuck?! People call her Paki... and not only is that ignorant seeing as how she is from India and not Pakistan, but it is just plain rude. And to see a teacher there not saying anything... I mean... come on!
Chamber Choir and the Play... god damnit I'm gonna miss those... I am having so much fun directing too...
fuck.
atleast I can go to Disney World with you all... :-/
...assuming I can afford it.
God fucking Damnit... just when everything was going well... getting all As and Bs... directing the paly... doing well in Chambers... Conquering Concert Choir... They kick me out of school...
Lets all hope that the waiver goes through and that they won't make me pay... :-/
And yet, with all these events... my friends are still here to make me feel better... God I love them this year... They are stress-free lol... well, I mean... not really.. but less stress than the people who were here last year with he exeption of Dani and Jess... and maybe a few more.
*Bukky voice* gay. gayy. gayyy. GAME. ITATG Jayme.
<3
Edit: I just realized how appropriate the song on the "my music" thing is for my mood... I just typed it and was like whatever but then I listened to it again and I was like... whoa... and in context it makes even more sense. The lyrics are as follows:
Home is behind The world ahead And there are many paths to tread Through shadow To the edge of night Until the stars are all alight Mist and shadow Cloud and shade All shall fade Hope shall fail..
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