Forget me... It's that simple

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 04:35:45 GMT

I don't know when my life fell apart.

When did I stray so far?

Where did I go?

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 04:24:18 GMT

*insert flipping of shit here* Dude I am abotu to have a total BF but like.. teh good kind where like you are so nervous you can't help but BF... you know?! Auditions are going AWESOMELY and I can't wait for dancing! Kim said that we are rollign around a lot and that makes me happy because I love ground dancing... she said we move so much she ripped her pants when she was practicing... so hopefully the dances won't suck! fhsdjhgajklghaklj!

I can't get my hopes up...

But I have... damnit! <3 to all!

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 08:01:43 GMT

*insert rant about being gay... there being no such thing as gays falling love... Eric... and people misquoting John Donne and the Bible here*

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Sun, 27 Nov 2005 09:39:25 GMT

because I am too lazy to comment back on everyone's lj who commented on mine... here are the comments I would leave:

Katelyn lives in Germantown near waters landing
*hugs*
I lost my cell phone so I need your number before I can call you and I would love to come to a bonfire if you tell me where they are.
Yes I am going to Fest.

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 19:17:00 GMT

Not really much to say... I miss Kat... and I m iss school... I spent thanksgiving home alone... woo... and... I am leaving my hosue soon and moving in with Katelyn Smith... kbye.

Jigga-WHA?!

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 12:59:02 GMT

You scored as Drama nerd.

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Drama nerd

94%

Geek

63%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

56%

Goth

56%

Ghetto gangsta

50%

Punk/Rebel

38%

Loner

25%

Stoner

25%

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Who saw that one coming?

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 03:00:51 GMT

Dancing is over... makes me sad for it to be over but it was great! all the hard work really paid off, you guys were great!

Erik's show was awesome too! everyone shoul dhave seen it. <3

Do this please:

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if
we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and
me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 02:34:56 GMT

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	Sleep Apnea Woman
Super Power	Severe Mood Swings
Enemy	The Ex-Girlfriend
Mode Of Transportation	Motorcycle
Weapon	Condoms

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Not only does it suggest that I am a woman (hence the name)... it suggests that I am lesbian (the enemy). Further still, that I am a butch lesbian (the mode of transportation). Further STILL that I am over the hill and undergoing menopause (the super-power).

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 02:37:04 GMT

Tomorrow begins a Joey-less Seneca... sorry all, I fought to stay but I failed...

Though the fight will continue... I doubt any luck...

I blame the niggers.

Edit: on my day off I have created a new sandwich... three peices of bread, between two are peanut butter and jelly... between the middle one and the third are cooler ranch doritos.

Stole from Nat

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 04:18:43 GMT

*Your Life: The Soundtrack*
Opening credits:	Pippin's Song // LOTR
Waking up:	Listen To Your Heart // DHT
Average day:	Imagine // John Lennon
First date:	Lay All Your Love On Me // ABBA
Falling in love:	Have You Ever // Brandy
Love scene:	I'd Give It All For You // Songs For a New World
Fight scene:	Another One Bites The Dust // Queen
Breaking up:	On My Own // Les Mis
Getting back together:	True Colors // Cyndi Lauper
Secret love:	Dreaming of You // Selena
Life's okay:	Pleasant Valley Sunday // The Monkees
Mental breakdown:	Chop Suey // System of The Down
Driving:	Last Train To Clarksville // The Monkees
Learning a lesson:	Mariah's Theme // Mariah Carey
Deep thought:	In My Room // The Beach Boys
Flashback:	Bridge Over Troubled Water
Partying:	Hit Me With Your Best Shot // Pat Benatar
Happy dance:	Once Upon a Time // Brooklyn
Regreting:	Fire and Rain // James Taylor
Long night alone:	Your Song // Elton John
Death scene:	How Could This Happen To Me // Simple Plan
Closing credits:	Sweet Baby James // James Taylor
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Fri, 30 Sep 2005 02:16:33 GMT

It's amazing how I can get kicked out of a school tha tI have given so much of my time to and cared about mroe than most people that go to it. Of all people to get caught living outside the district... they had to catch the one person who dedicates everything to Seneca, its pupils, and its extracurricular activities. I have even started clubs at Seneca... There has to be some way for the County to understand how much I have done for this school... but they aren't... so it looks like monday is my last day at Seneca. woot.

...

God I don't know what to do about Priya or Laura. Laura loses Paige and now she is gonna lose me too? damn son, that sucks. Btu I will still only be 20 minutes away... I'll come visit. And Priya... I am her only friend in America... I am the closest thing to family she has since her mother is almost dead and her father still lvies in India. Her Bungalow burned down last night so even if she gets sent back to India, she has no where to go. Things are so fucked.

And plus people make fun of her... I mean what the fuck?! People call her Paki... and not only is that ignorant seeing as how she is from India and not Pakistan, but it is just plain rude. And to see a teacher there not saying anything... I mean... come on!

Chamber Choir and the Play... god damnit I'm gonna miss those... I am having so much fun directing too...

fuck.

atleast I can go to Disney World with you all... :-/

...assuming I can afford it.

God fucking Damnit... just when everything was going well... getting all As and Bs... directing the paly... doing well in Chambers... Conquering Concert Choir... They kick me out of school...

Lets all hope that the waiver goes through and that they won't make me pay... :-/

And yet, with all these events... my friends are still here to make me feel better... God I love them this year... They are stress-free lol... well, I mean... not really.. but less stress than the people who were here last year with he exeption of Dani and Jess... and maybe a few more.

*Bukky voice* gay. gayy. gayyy. GAME. ITATG Jayme.

Edit: I just realized how appropriate the song on the "my music" thing is for my mood... I just typed it and was like whatever but then I listened to it again and I was like... whoa... and in context it makes even more sense. The lyrics are as follows:

Home is behind
The world ahead
And there are many paths to tread
Through shadow
To the edge of night
Until the stars are all alight
Mist and shadow
Cloud and shade
All shall fade
Hope shall fail..

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 02:43:16 GMT

Congratulations to all those who made the play! The cast list will be on the call board that Lia, Laura and I designed and made pretty in the morning so if you get a chance in school please go see it and sign next to your name. You know if you made it because I called you (or if you are Laura I told you after school and didn't get in touch with you via phone) and told you the part you got. We will also soon update the calendar and all that with rehearsal dates and such so... keep on looking at the call board for updates or the new website that I gave you al because it is gorgeous and you all want to go see it! Speaking of, Lia, Hannah, Laura and I need to get together to work on the site because I am doing it by myself adn it isn't my job... oops... hehe... so yeah, lets get together!

Congrats again and rememebr that we NEED a parent there on Friday at the meeting and if you don't bring one I may kick you in the face.

Also, Michael is the only guy in the cast whp isn't in our little clique so we have to kinda work hard to make him feel more at home...so be SUPER to him because we REALLY need him... he is the only guy who can do this role and he is REALLY important and we can't have him gettign upset!

I am making an updates page for the website and the title it "I <3 Laura"... keep looking for things like that in the website and you may be amused... for they aren't all as nice as you may think... ;)

Laura is my best friend. Ever. I love her.

But I don't love her as much as I lurve my POOPSIE BEAR! And Carrie... the girl who sits next to / near her in her computers class. She rawks. Time for more ice cream/diet coke and studdying.Test friday in AP Psych! WOOT!

Bye everyone and congrats again guys! We have an AWESOME cast!

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 03:04:45 GMT

Combien doit s'avérer justement pour que les personnes se rappellent-elles pendant plus que juste une année? Queest-ce que doivent mourir avant qu'une mémoire puisse être imprimée sur une nation? Combien de chaos doit s'ensuivre avant que les coeurs d'un pays ne puissent prendre plus et devoir pleurer juste? Quand est-ce qu'un peuple apprendra que l'"amour n'est pas un amour qui change quand il changement trouve"? L'amour que nous prenons pour notre pays devrait pour toujours se développer vrai et ne pas commencer à palpiter quand quelque chose de mauvais se produit. Nous devrions pour toujours nous rappeler, nous sentons pour toujours, ne regrettons jamais, et honorons toujours.

Si tu savais comme je t'aime...

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 03:54:40 GMT

Tristan und Isolde... mein Liebestod... mein leben...

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 05:01:16 GMT

For the first time... I have absolutely no faith in my country.

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 08:53:26 GMT

The Random Question Meme!

An array of completely random questions about my friends!

It's all fuberdoodle's fault, isn't it?: Of Course it is. Because he still h as his hoodie.
Does femme_gir have a funny-shaped head or what?: NOOOO! She has a very lovably-shaped head.
argentinaangel: pansy, or wuss?: haha... neither... Argentinean (sp?)
What do smartslut8907 and wish_i_knew have in common?: This is an easy one. They both LOVE boys!
Why would ashnazgh go to heaven but link_worshiper go to hell?: WHOA! that is totally backwards! lol... but if it were true it would be because God loves Death Metal and hates Anime! (sorry Shan)
Where did yaoiqueen leave the remote?: In her gay porn stash. :) <3
What would the minions of orlandoslvr89's army look like?: by the name one would assume Orlando Bloom :)
What is allxusedxup's favorite song?: 2 become 1 by the Spice Girls. SIKE. I don't know... umm... Bohemian Rhapsody (because everyone loves it)
Can xxz1pp1z1z1xx raise the dead to perform common household tasks?: Definately not. She uses them to do her gardening, not household tasks... gosh.
Why did concretegirl05 cross the road?: Because there was a gotta have it size Apple Pie A La Coldstone on the other side. <33333

This is by heptadecagram. You can find your own completely random questions here.

Do you feel enlightened now?

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 15:49:05 GMT

Your IQ Is 135

Your Logical Intelligence is Genius
Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 01:04:24 GMT

I don't have much time to update but... I don't know why I jsut wanted to say... to those who care... I am so fucking happy right now. Garrett makes me feel so fucking amazing and like... dude... I keep thinking about Dani said that one day when I was on the phone with him... she saw me hang up and walk into Coldstone with a smile and she said something along the lines of "he can still make you happy?!" lol... he is something... unlike anyone I have met before... I want him to meet everyone... Dani especially for some reason... but I just... I like hime so much... he says the cutest things right when I need him to and he is just... altogether perfect... now I hold no disallusions of this lasting forever... but while I have it I am certainly inclined to like it... God he is amazing.

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 21:23:30 GMT

* Goes to get His Brilliant Holiness Adam his water cooled to 15 degrees celsius as to allow him to shrink his penis by 5.2%... and being quick about it. *

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 20:02:17 GMT

Europe was fun.

I am currently at Raya's house (a friend I met in Europe)... I spent last night in the ER unti about 1 30 in the morning... I gashed open my finger and it needed 10 stitches... I don't know how work will react to my inability to use my right hand... hm...

I like Raya... and Adam and Teddy and Kathleen... they are all super cool. Raya's mother was my serrogate mother last nuight becuawsse mine was three hours away from where I was so I like Mrs. Young as well... shhe is really funny.

Please excuse all spelling mistakes... it is hard to type well with one hand and the other in severe pain...

They didn't novacaine me very well... I could feel three of the stitches going in... and it hurt...

Well... I am done now... bye bye...

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 05:06:17 GMT

It's like in the great stories. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines, it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you... that meant something. Even if you were too small to understand why. But I think I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going because they were holding on to something. There's some good in the world, and it's worth fighting for.

Home is behind
The world ahead
And there are many paths to tread
Through shadow
To the edge of night
Until the stars are all alight
Mist and shadow
Cloud and shade
All shall fade
Hope shall fail..

...this used to be my playground...

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 08:30:49 GMT

How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back? There are some things time cannot mend, some hurts that go too deep that have taken hold.

I can't sleep...

I don't know why but I seem to always get lost when it seems that the happiest times for me are soon to come...

I have been thinking about this Europe trip for a long while now. I have been thinking about what can happen and what can go wrong... or what can seem to go wrong but really be extremely right...

I guess I am trying to persuade myself to do something that I really probably shouldn't... but have a heart and mind to. I don't really know what is stopping me... but we will see if whatever it is is successful.

Now that I have the people back in my life that were temporarily gone... I am afraid to lose them again... lose them for just two more weeks... it scares me... I know that this trip will leave me with a feeling it shouldn't... and so it scares me to be going... but it is Europe... and I can't just say "no thanks" to it.

...Sweet dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground...

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 09:47:42 GMT

It has always seemed to me that doing things like staying up all night talking on the phone with a person discussing such trivial things as whether or not you like pickles on your peanut butter sandwiches is something that only happens in movies like The Truth About Cats & Dogs. However... tonight it became real to me... I now know what it feels like to stay up all night and talking to someone you truly like about absolutely nothing... I know how good it feels.

And for some reason it makes me think of Jessicka... staying up all night talking to Kevin... and look where they are... :)

Things are starting to look up for me... it's about time.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 15:35:44 GMT

New *layout* thatnks to Fili who stayed up just about all night to help me make it! He is AMAZINGGGG! I LOVE YOU FILI!

So...in the midst of being a total wreck last night... I met a boy... it is so funny how things work out.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 00:19:46 GMT

I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes
Just to stay in your good grace
Lately I've been thinking
Maybe you're not ready for me
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity
They say watch what you ask for
Cause you might receive
But if you ask me tomorrow
I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love
Would you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain
I just need you to acknowledge I am here

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you
I will be patience, kind, faithful and true
To a man who loves music
A man who loves art
Respect's the spirit world
And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands
I will learn what you teach
And do the best that I can

I am ready for love
Here with a offering of
My voice
My Eyes
My soul
My mind

Tell me what is enough
To prove I am ready for love

I am ready